Im like posting cause I'm bored, plainly bored . Honestly, it's like freaking friday .HOW CAN I NOT BE OUT ? BUT IM NOT, he said he wanted to meet me today. IM WAITING, but its like so long ?Going 5, I don't get a message or call ? I think I'm not going to have another relationship for so long ? Its sucks lah, when you know you want the person so much and all you get is his attitude ? ARGGHH, nowadays school school sucks with lenden . BLOODY PRINCESS FIONA ! Then again friends make it better, but some don't . Some want you, but others throw you far far away from them. To me, she is not joking but maybe she thinks that she is joking ? I felt really far away from her today, cause people that aren't so close to me spoke to me more . Honestly, if ever i get euthanasia, I think it is rather worth it ? Im like ugly, hairy ?My teeth and my ear has problem ? Im scared of pain, ghost ? Im not smart nor rich ? Its been so long since days went smoothly for quite some time . I want the good old days back.